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Impostor Syndrome

by Two Thumbs Down, Courage Mother

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Plastic boxes Filled with bullshit That I need to fill my home with. Second chances In the vague unspecific sense I don’t know what I want, but it’s not this. I can’t comprehend how these things work. I wish I could, but the truth hurts. Young, broke, naive, and clueless. No one cares, what did I miss? (I can’t comprehend how these things work. I’d call you but I’d feel worse.) Wait don’t tell me, wait don’t tell me, it’s about to get good. Pockets empty, like a bad dream. Callused, ugly. Off brand, sulking. Overwhelming. Always sleeping. I think it’s nothing, it’s always nothing.
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There’s nothing I can say that hasn’t already been said about greed and shortsightedness, abrupt loss of consciousness. I wish I knew the words to articulate my own hopelessness. “How could they let this happen?" And you know they’ll get away with it. Empty words on the establishment, and they fuck the environment. “And you can’t make a difference, cause you’re young and dumb.” Regurgitate your talking points to justify your bigotry, and spend all of your effort on telling us we’re naive. Expect us to listen to you openly condescend the people who your actions affect when we stay up late because we’re terrified of some bankrupt, rapist billionaires who don’t care whether we die. Don’t waste your time on someone who couldn’t care less. Someone whose only concern rests on if they get their paycheck. And who think we’re so fucking stupid, “get off your high horse, or get used to it.” That’s why I feel so borderline helpless. You can’t do shit living paycheck to paycheck. And you know things are fucked, don’t panic. You left your shit up in the attic. You left your shit up in the attic. You left your shit up in the attic. None of us have the keys to the ship. Manifest destiny is bullshit. But you already know that!
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Well, I lied When I said I said that I'd be fine Well, I lied I hope you know In my future I'll be just fine Well, I lied Hope you know Know that I'll be fine Well, I lied Hope you know I'm less angrier now without you
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You speak to me in that tone you claimed to be unique Yet I cried like some teenage girl trying to stomach McDonald's I pray that your memory flakes off my mind Like the psoriasis from my skin Are you listening for once? Like the millions of times I asked you to leave me alone It's so sad I hate to sound like Alanis Morrissette But goddamn it's not fair Yeah I swore to God I'd never set foot in this town Yet here I am You've ruptured my vocal cords In another life I won't be Some object floating in space all alone Like you wanted me to be And talking to you Was the emotional equivalent of The food poisoning I got from Chipotle And, yeah it wasn't fun but goddamn I really loved Chipotle 'Till it made me sick

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Courage Mother: couragemother.bandcamp.com

The DMV's favorite obscure punk gremlins and homies TWO THUMBS DOWN and COURAGE MOTHER finally join forces, slingin SICK RIFFs and making a big ol racket.

Tapes + physical zines available thru Loveseat Art Club: loveseat-art-club.bandcamp.com/merch (UPDATE: SOLD OUT!! TAPES STILL AVAILABLE THROUGH SOURSOP RECORDS)

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released May 28, 2021

Two Thumbs Down's Side:

Guitar/Vox/Keys: Austin Ryder
Bass/Vox: Lauren Porter
Drums/Sax/Backing Vox: Will Diaz

Music by Two Thumbs Down
Lyrics by Austin + Lauren

Drums recorded by Ryan Watson
Everything else recorded by Austin in his basement and garage
Mixed & Mastered by Ryan Watson.

Gang Vox on The Rat King of Burke: Lily Monico, Christian Ryder, Sad Park, & Sam Slocum

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Courage Mother's Side:

Guitar/Vox: Lily Monico
Bass: Alex Matute
Drums: Ryan Watson

Music by Courage Mother
Lyrics by Lily Monico

Recorded, Mixed, & Mastered by Ryan Watson.

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Digital/CD Artwork by Julie Dinh (@trulyxsin)

Special Thanks to: Aghiles Ahmim, Peter Bashaw, Will Bowman, Dree Briguglio, Carlin Decker, Julie Dinh, Adam Frank, Thousand Dollar Joker (Geezus), Izzy Humair, Ezra Keay, Ashrita Kumar, Jamie V Lynn, Erin Mac, Christian Ryder, Sophia Saucer, Finn Smith, Sabrina Vargas, Erik Wells, & Carolyn Willmore

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